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I haven't written for a while and I plan on remedying that soon, I just have been busy and stressed.

Hopefully I will get to writing a proper entry tomorrow or Wednesday, after I finish my Communications and Psych work. Damn summer classes.
 
 
 
 
 
 
i'm done with trying to plan things with people.
 
 
 
 
 
 
Your Birthdate: December 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count.
You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing.
Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time.
You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything.

Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility

Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic

Your power color: Pine green

Your power symbol: Circle

Your power month: September
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?


That's kind of scary.... though i don't like Pine Green.

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems.

These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day.

Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.
What Do Your Dreams Mean?
 
 
 
 
 
 
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.


1. What were you like as a child?
As amazing as I am now? I don't know, I was very opinionated child and became cynical far too early.

2. What song will always get you singing and dancing?
Spice Girls-Wannabe

3. Where do you want your next vacation to be?
I actually want to go to Disneyland with a bunch of people and rent a suite.

4. What is your favorite memory of us?
I like the trips up to the ranch. Especially the first one with Mandy, Usha, you and me. And gingerbread cookies :)

5. What color is your bedspread?
Its blue and teal :)
 
 
 
 
 
 
so today has been pretty good. I slept on and off until 2:30, which is justifiable because I was up until like 5:30ish. Sjuli and I then went to the Motley and attempted a NYT crossword, so far we have failed, but we will figure it out....


it's been a good day. hopefully this week will be just as good.
 
 
 
 
 
 
oh, by the way....

i have a crush. it is so much fun to feel giddy after i think about him. i love this feeling.... hopefully it sticks around for a while.

:-)
 
 
 
 
 
 
I am officially done. It's over. I don't care. He has only made me feel bad about myself for the past year, and he (out of all people) is NOT worth it.

This is my final message, this is the last night I felt any sort of regret. When I wake up I will be happy, and if I ever feel sad again it will not be because of him.


Goodbye Forever Douche Bag, GOODBYE!
 
 
 
 
 
 
so much for it being a good weekend....


As of right now I am not able to go to the ICCA competition tomorrow night because Hannah ditched me. My mom (understandably) doesn't want me to drive to USC and be on campus by myself at night.

I'm super pissed off because now I can't see Sydney, I am out the $10 I paid for my ticket and I am going to be sitting in my room on Saturday night doing nothing.

Anyone want to go with me??? PLEASE?
 
 
 
 
 
 
I have a paper due tomorrow (well this morning) that is worth 30% of my grade. I have spent a total of 13 hours on it so far and I have a feeling that I am going to spend at least another 3. It is a 4 page paper.



So much happened today that I can't even start to write about because too many emotions would come flowing out and I really need to finish this paper.
 
 
 
 
 
 
I've been thinking a lot about people the past couple of days. Just thinking how I miss so many people from high school and how i wish i hadn't lost contact with certain ones.

I've also been wondering if people still think about me. Those people that I have had fights with and stopped talking to or those people that I had feelings for before we seemed to grow up. I still think about them, still wonder about what they are doing.

With things like facebook and MySpace it only makes me question it more. Who still goes to my facebook page to look at pictures or see if my interests have changed? Who still wonders about the events in my life?

I have so much to say about the subject but I don't know how to phrase it all?